schveet.

memang terbaik. trials will be started on 16/8 and the first lovely subject would be PHYSICS.
cerita nya sekarang, TERLALU BANYAK LAGI MAMPAT CERITA2 YANG MENARIK DI DALAM KEPALA KU INI UNTUK DICERITAKAN, so i think it is better if i save it until we have go through those papers and yeap the SPM. only then i duduk depan ini laptop and curahkan segala ketidakstabilan emosi dan fikiran yang ermh. apa benda lah merepek. okay it counts. tolonglah salwa, tinggalkan dan lupakan segala galanya. yeah record baru enn, 2 weeks tak on fb. it was a good start.

28/7-29/7 : seminar kecemerlangan pelajar cemerlang daerah manjung anjuran yayasan perak dan PPD manjung.

oh.
event itu, amat memberangsangkan. sungguh berpuashati. saya ingin merakamkan setinggi tinggi penghargaan kepada encik yang telah memberi ceramah untuk subjek SEJARAH. sangatlah saya sayang pada anda. sesungguhnya andalah yang sepatutnya kami curahkan kasih sayang.
okay enough with all that, tak pasal2 encik itu disabitkan kesalahan dan terpaksa dipenjarakan diatas kesalahan saya yang kurang bertanggungjawab ini. so now it is actually 12.31 am, hurm, sooooooooooooo kegilaan menyerang aa. oh, tomorrow :

31 /7 2010 : seminar bersama dr fazley. :)
sesungguhnya aku sudah lama menantikan saat indah begini. hahaha :P
it is FREE OF CHARGE. memaaaaanggggg lah naaaaaaaak kan?
hazira will pick me up at my house at about 7.15 pm and she's punctual. then we'll head to wani's. then gerak skali dgn nisya gi IKM. oh can't wait babe. diorang drive aku tumpang coz yelaaa birthday lambat lagi and nisya pula dah lama berlesen.

oh okay2, nak jiwang cket malam ni. YOU ARE THE ONLY EXCEPTION baby. please please and please KEEP HOLDING ON and you know why I had to do all this. really hope you understands. miss you.
since the trials is around the corner, my blog is now officially CLOSED. my mind is also closed for blogging and is under construction, still preparing for the EXAMS. shall be continued , till then, bubye. =D

madcon (begging you)

madcon (begging you)

GILLER BATTLE CREW hottest dance show. real smart with this soundtrack. love it.

THE SHOWDOWN 2010

AWESOMENESS !! sorry to say, I sokong WAKAKA la kan. heee :D

WAKAKA ni kan, gempak habis. creativity, stylo, brotherhood, and others, gabung gabung semua. GEMPAK GILER aa. ha? apa? tak pernah dengar wakaka? ooooh. duduk bawah tempurung ye anda. takpe takpe. mereka ni kaaaaaan sungguh la funny to the max and cool. not to forget, they were the HOTTEST. OPPS, terlepas. siapa siapa yang sokong crew GBC and FF tu, ketepi sikit eh. pasal, WAKAKA daaaaah pun membawa pulang hadiah berupa wang tunai sebanyak RM 50 000 beb. hehe, hah joe, alam, wan, nas, and other tu taknak share ke duit dengan fans?
tp memang aaaa kan korang sume dance crew yang terhebat dekat Malaysia ni. FINAL BATTLE pun nak gempak --> "THE BIGGEST BATTLE IN SOUTHEAST ASIA". well, GILLER BATTLE CREW pun giler gempak. FLOOR FEVER loves perfection but still WAKAKA holds the title. sorry they got at least 50-60 000 fans by now (( 14/7/10) after 16 weeks of battle ). Yes I admit that you guys did the best. Jantung pun terjatuh dah bila tengok final crews--> WKK, FF, GBC dkt dance floor and on stage hebat. At that particular time, memang rasa PASRAH laa mana2 crew menang pun tak kisah sebab diorang punya journey sepanjang hidup as a dancer and b-boys sangat susah but they still managed as great teams and gave all out and their show were AWESOME. SHOWDOWN ni memang tv-show malaysia yg terbaik laa. daripada tgk tv show yang menyanyi2 tu baiklah support our local dance crew pula. inspiring moments memang banyak sangat. I wont forget all that. takpe lah GILLER BATTLE CREW group leader, b-boy ZERO, hasrat tak tercapai. ur son daniel the zero junior tu nanti dah besar pandai macam daddy dia. floor fever, korang hotstuff laa. habislah artis berebut-rebut ambik show dgn korang or korang pun memang dah star skrg. korang memang TAK PERNAH buat sikit kesalahan pun. nice moves and impian korang nak buat teater for showdown top 12 crews tu agak best. korang buat lah, memang gempak gila lassssiaal. serious shit. JOE FLIZZOW, i'll miss your comments. you're cute btw :)

my favourite crews IN ORDER:

1. WAKAKA CREW
2. HMC PHLOW CREW
3. FLOOR FEVER CREW
4. FAMOUS CREW
5. GILLER BATTLE CREW ; so far.

memang sedih giler showdown dah habis. heh. I SHALL WAIT FOR YOU. thanks 8TV bikin gempak. CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT YEAR SHOWDOWN. jom pi ramai2 ke KL LIVE. bak kata HAFIZ FLY FM ---> support our local dance CREWS :D

tet.

thursday. cuti cancel tukar hari khamis. kira okaylah kan due date addmaths dilanjutkan sehari and guess what, record baru ah kan 3 hari je buat folio addmaths. wait. TAK COPY AND PASTE OKAY. Am proud of ma self. haha, legaaaaaa gilaaa kalau tak sempat hantar tgklah sape yg mengamuk nnt habis lah paper addmaths dia tanda cincai. haish. aku da kena okay. org lain punya pasal tp focus dia dah hilang n semangat marking paper terkubur so, PAPER AKU JADI MANGSA. addmaths paper 2 aku 7-8 marks dia lupa tanda. then tak boleh pulak tambah markah sbb markah dah hntr PPD. terbaik~
okay. aku gaduh dgn mak aku. heh. alright forget about it right away salwa. chillax. sekarang azam aku buat tak tahu jee n study. lantaklah kan my mom nak ckp apa malas nk tolong house chores ke kan, but the facts is i've done it years ago ma. Please let me have some rest. SPM is everything. Nak jadi degil cket ah tahun ni. ohh 4-5 bulan jee. But later ma, you will see my result kan.. haa, that time nanti boleh bangga. your first daughter will make her dream come true. ;)
crita dia skarang, I wanna hit the cinema. but since my parents are too busy so I have to take care of those budak budak gedik dlm rumah aku, then next week ada july test.. and menggila la sorang2 kan, nak join jugak cerita yang tengah hot ni, new released, ECLIPSE. ahh... jacob. I MISS YOU BABY
okay, let us take a break on Saturday. bye.
pasal eclipse tak boleh tengok, yeah ( noble sacrifice laaa kan jaga adik2, ngade2 da besar pun kena extra care. ) so I layan laa hindustan. hahaha. :D

A day with myself , duh lame.

hari ini, ialah hari selasa. saya pula tidak menghadirkan diri ke sekolah. itulah ceritanya. pasal pagi tadi sakit kepala yg amat dan badan pun macam tak larat sungguh nak bangun kan. aduhh. memang lah, sambung je lah tidur after suruh adik aku cakap kat my mom yg hari ni tidak mahu ke sekolah. eee, lame sungguh. alkisahnya malam semalam pegi la pulun buat addmaths project yang cikgu bagi 2 minggu after cuti enn. then suruh hantar by 10/7 which means ada beberapa hari aja. 10/7 pula jatuh pada hari sabtu so nmpak sgt bukan hari sekolah kan? then tukar pula hari jumaat. cerita dia skarang, jumaat tu pulak cuti peristiwa for samuderians. memanglah kan, cittt. hari khamis lahh due date. MASALAHNYA SEKARANG, addmaths project tu ada 3 part and smalam baru aku pulun habis habisan nak siapkan addmath aku PART 1. part 2 n 3 tu malam ar baru cerita. hadoihh printer pulak buat hal, so xboleh laa print terus kan, siapkan semua dulu baru pegi print dkat office mummy. haih, today hari selasa, khamis da kena hantar, bayangkan lagi 2 part TAK SIAP ? dangggg ! *sigh* sabar jelah. PULUNNN ~
tulah critanya, and skrg ni haaaa, MIGRAINE aku dtg slalu. haish. haa, skrg cerita pasal exam pulak, next week samuderians ada july test. maaaak aih. skolah lain xbuat pun kut. sbb nak dkt trial kan? haiyoo. ya tuhanku , berilah daku kesabaran untuk menghadapi hari hari yang mendatang. cerita dia jugak skrg ni, since samuderians ada satu je science 'special' class kan, so, trial BIOLOGY awal sehari dari tarikh sepatutnya, 17/8/2010. perfect. killer paper will be on the first day of trials kan. terbaik ah. ni yang usaha bagai nak mampus nih baca biology kan, if x score jangan mimpi habis lah nak jd OBSTETRICIAN/&GYNAECOLOGIST. harap harap impianku menjadi kenyataan. my target : UM / UKM ( yelaa takkan nak target university luar negara kan? ) itu pun banyaaaak gila saingan. STRESSED OUT. hehh.

SABAR SALWA, :)

if you believe, you will achieve.

2009 AND THE MEMORIES - R.I.P-

Of all my years that I have been through , this one , is the most tragic, sad, empty, lonely, and all the bad words that you can ever say. I learned something from the past years, and every year has its own message that I know how bad is something at that time, it would certainly make me more mature and how hard is that ? DAMN HARD. I did go through all my bad times, but trust me, it wont go and it will haunts you. No matter what you do, it will happen. Nevermind you should not have to listen until you discover it yourself. You know what ? I need to write all this because I don't want it to be in my head. Just need to let it out. HARD TIMES. What would I say about it ? everyone has it but I tell you, mine was in more tragical way. It wont stop. Keep coming even I believe in couple more days , yeah, sure it will come. Why I'm saying this ? It is because I'm scared. I'm scared to face it, to face whats coming in the future. It could be more worse. okay now. What's about 2009 ?

• Szers have changed.
• my bestfriend was apart
• the worst part , I got an offer to a boarding school at Bgn Dtoh , Perak but it only last for 2 months. I got heavy migraine and it wont stop and i've been suffering from it for 1 months non stop. You would never ever want to be in my place. Ever. I cried so hard when my mom told me to moved out from the school. I was totally in love with the school. love it until now. BUt i guess its just i'm not meant to be in the school. heh.
• im totally LOST. yeah im lost. I've lost my soul. That's HARDDDDD. why ? Me myself never know why.
• I have fallen in love. ITS THE BIGGEST DISASTER. DAMN YOU boy. Love comes when we don't want it to be there.
  

WELL FROM NOW ON, I AM CERTAINLY WILL NOT FALL IN LOVE WITH ANY STRANGER OR WITH A PERSON THAT I BARELY KNOW. I GUESS LOVE WOULD NOT COME WHEN THE TIME ISN'T RIGHT. PERHAPS IT WAS JUST A LUST OR MAYBE I'M THE ONE WHO ARE NOT READY OR HE ISN'T THE RIGHT PERSON. SIMPLE. LET OUR GOD DO THE JOB AND TIME WILL HEAL. WHATEVER MEANT TO BE WILL TURNED OUT PERFECTLY.
My mind was messed up I think. I wasn't prepared for those situations. Perhaps I am shocked so that my brain was unable to process the solutions. LIke I said , I'm lost !! My best friend was in MRSM, while the others were in different classes and in my class there were only aqilah amir ameer n arif. MY only hope. hohh. But I still can't figure it out why I didn't ask them for help. Only now I see how much stupid I was last year. Sigh.
okay okay enough with all these crap. I am now moved on. I wish I can forget all the hard times that I had before. oh by the way, pray for me that all my upcoming events wouldn't end like the previous one.
suck it up salwa ! oh yes you can. hehehe. fuhh LEGAAAAA MELEPASKAN SEMUA ~

oh my 2009 and the memories... R.I.P.
LET BYGONE BE BYGONE. :)

its Saturday.

ohhh, yeah, i remember how i looked at myself in the mirror after i woke up this morning. then, I took a shower and blah blah blah, get ready and i went downstairs. huh, i was hungry so i checked the fridge. well, my parents were out for my mom's cousin's wedding at BAGAN DATOH and they said it is better for me to stay. It was good i guess, coz if i go there, oh for sure i'll see my previous school, SMS BAGAN DATOH and all of the BAD memories will come. So for today.. I did some house chores , sounds lame but yeah, its none of ur business.
12.30 pm : I watched this movie : Ghost of the girlfriends past. ( cerita dah lama release baru tgk hari ni DVD. ceh. ) the movie was hehehe. All I can say is.. the storyline was quite interesting. oh yeahh, I have also been watching hindustan movies and I don't know what's on my mind by that time because how on earth and since when hindustani's seems interesting to me until I didn't even moved from the TV. Yes I know lately its all because of SPM, lets put the blame on SPM. I streesed out a lot. OH. Later, I layan this malay novel.. " Kasih Suci " hahaha. Teruk betul Salwa nih. Apa sudah jadi woo. heh. This time I laughed so hard sampai adik aku cakap aku ni gila. The title was like.. KASIH SUCI enn? how come laaa boleh lawak. haih. seriously memang lawak habis laa for the first 14 chaps. heh, today I was supposed to attend KRS's meeting but somehow, yesterday, my classmates said that my company's meeting ( D company ) has been cancelled. There's NO point attending school on Saturday without any events. ohhhhhhhh noooooooooo what about my homeworks ? damn it. banyaaaaaaaaaak laa sungguh. hehh. - to be continue-

LETUSAN LAVA !

HEHH.
geram tahap semaksima yg mampu. Sudah tidak terungkap dgn perkataan2 yg telah didaftarkan di dalam kamus dewan. apa cerita hari ni ? "PERFECT" !

okay sbelum tu, kita imbas kembali beberapa bulan yg lepas utk santapan dan fahaman anda semua mengapa minah sorang ni menggila sorang2. hah, alkisahnyaa.. ada laa lawatan ke sebuah U tempatan yg agak famous and loaded nih. nama pun GAHH. tak payahla bgtahu yg mana satu. hehe, ok2, UTP. dekat2 ngan UiTM Seri Iskandar. bertolak tgh hari.. naik sebuah bas, hampir2 penuh satu bas tu dgn budak2 5 SN. tp ada gak laa peserta2 dr klas lain dlm 6-7 org gitu. time tu duduk sblah si HAZIra :)
hazira : wawa, hurm, aku dok sblh kau la eh, kwn aku tu x join rini.
aku: ha'ah tu ah kwn aku pun x join, samalah kita.

then.... 1 jam selepas bertolak.. tibalah kitorang yg agak mcm x pernah pegi mana2 trip enn, batak jee. ohh, dkt situ rupanya ada pameran apa ntah. ada laa skolah2 yg gempak2 mcm :

1. SMS Kuala Selangor
2. SMT Ipoh
3. dan seterusnyaaaa...
   
4. laa x best laa en citer skolah diorang, pastu Ijat a.k.a izat zulhadi aka Izzati zulhadiana jumpa member2 lama smt ipoh. ecehh shy shy cat pulaa.

ok2 enough with that part. then we went somewhere which i cant recall what its look like, nvm. oh oh the LIBRARY ---> the best so far seriously. gempak habis aaa. then, camwhore. lompat sana pusing2 panjat2 tangga tengok abg2 kakak2 tu pandang semacam and then i was like, ' wehh korang, dah la tu amik gmbr lompat2 panjat2 tangga, sian abg2 kakak2 tu, dema nk blaja'
tp HAMPA DEGIL. KOME TAK MAU DENGAR. HANG PIKIA' UTP TU BAPAK HANG PUNYAA ?

hehe.
then kitoang pun balik. tp library tu KAGUM aa. UTP .. moden. tp.. its not colorful as UiTM. so i would prefer UiTM :)


HAAA, PERJALANAN BALIK TU LAHHH PERKARA YG X DIINGINI BERLAKU.
DAMN IT. mereka2 YG BERCOUPLE2 TU PUN DUDUK LAA BERSEBELAHAN kan. lgpun cikgu kat depan x toleh2 blkg, plus, mereka2 yg bermulut tuuuuut tak join trip. so amik chance aa.
okay senang citer. balik tu si Hazira tu tiba2 je takda angin takde ribut dia pi kata nak duk blakang coz ada makhluk nak duk sbelah aku. then, aku ckp laa, takpayahlaaa meh la teman aku kat sini, pastu si Hazira boleh jeeeeeee blah pi blakang. dia kata MAMAT TU NAK DUDUK SBLAH AKU !. WTF. aku pun buat relax laaa. takde apa punya. pastu mamat tu duk sblah aku. dah la gosip telah menular, boleh pulak dia nk bg smue org percaya gosip tu dgn duduk sblah aku. eee. then, aku pulak hari tu laaaa terlupa nk bawak phone or MP3. MENDERITA LAAA AKU SORANG2 kat situ. pasal if ada 2 benda alah tu, so boleh cari alasan ar x nak ckp ngan dia enn. ok. time duk sbelah aku tu .. ni perkara2 yg DIA buat:

• first duduk je ckp HOORAY.
• then ckp ngan semua org, aku ni jodoh dia ( like an idiot )
  

• dia boleh paksa2 aku makan makanan yg dia bawak, and aku tolak dgn niat yg baik sbb da kenyang.. dia naaaaak jugaaaaaaak suruh aku makaaaaaan.
  
• dia ckp pasal KAWIN? HA? wtf.
• dia ckp pasal cincin. ( memang bodoh giler. tp seriously dia ckp benda2 mcm ni)
• dia ckp pasal masuk meminang ( mak, dia x main2 dowh. pergh aku xtau ar, dia psycho)
• pastu, tanya aku nak x couple ngan dia since dlm bas tu dia membebel pasal feelings dia tu kan. then, bila aku ckp da BERPUNYA, dia bolehhhh pulaaaaaak cakap , oh erm.. kalau..dah BREAK ngan bf , boleh couple ngan dia ? aku dah x selesa gila2 tahap apa ntah. adoiiii. then aku ckp, nope. so far so good and mak bapak aku pun dah berkenan ngan dia, so.. fhm2 la sendiri.

itu baru sikit jeeee. mcm 2/10 perkara2 menggedik dia buat kat aku enn.
kat skolah pulak, dia buat frust la kan smpai kawan2 dia nak marah2 aku. siap tanya lagi, apa hebat sgt pakwe aku tuh, tanya sape laa apa laa. mcm2. tp kan aku nak je ckp mcm ni dari dulu lagi kat dia ' HOI. KAU NI DAH TAKDE KEJE SANGAT KE HA? SEDAR KE TAK KAU NIH? SAYA NIE ORG PUNYAA, TAK RETI2 LAGI KE? KARANG AKU CAKAP DIRECT, KAU JUGAK YANG SAKIT HATI, TP BILA CKP ELOK2 TAK FHM2 BAHASA. HEHH. please consider urself. ee TOLONG AH. takpayah suruh kwn2 kau adjust2. move on laa, face it or if u can't, jgn gedik ar. MAN UP ! '

actually ni citer berbulan lepas. nak bg korang fhm. kawan2 dia ni pun mangkuk mcm dia gak. tak reti malu. ish. sampai hari ni still nak adjust2. DUHHH..
okay citer dia.. hari ni. kat bio lab, semangat ar kan nak blajar. skali... tmpat sebelah aku yg kosong tuh diisi oleh... ha cuba teka sape? MAMAT tu laa. then kwn aku ( laki ar, tp dia ni baik :D) dia tanya ada lead 0.7 tak, aku ckp takde. boleh pulak sorang ni menyampuk, oh tanyalah boyfriend sbelah dia tuuu. maaaaaaaaak, panas jeee hati. nasib baik kwn2 aku suruh sabar. kwn2 aku punnn boleh nmpk apa laa bangang sgt mamat tuh n kwn2 diaa, boleh pulak buat hal mcm tu. eeeeeeee. nak muntah aku dgn perangai diorang. WEH, DAH LA TU. study2. fikir masa depan weh, jgn risau pasal aku, ramai lagi wanita2 cantik lagi menawan kat luar sana. pilih jee. apa la susah sgt. hurmm.

harapan : tolonglah. aku dah tak kuasa nak layan perangai2 mcm ni. weh, aku nak rehat sikit jee. dah lama aku x rehat tgk perangai2 mcm ni. penat ar. so aku harap sgt, drpd mengejar benda yg x akan dapat, baik kau blajar elok2, score SPM. ok lah, to my problems... please and pleaseeeeeee go away. thank you. oh oh n WISH ME LUCK for my exams :)

BESTIES

I LOVE MY FRIENDS. duhhh lame.. but yes I do. Yeah folks, I appreciate all of you.

hurm, from the first day in kindergarten until now , 1/7/2010, ( dah 17 tahun, yay ) fuhh, there are lots of good and bad times we had together. If I could say how muchhhhhh i love ya all, hehehe... ouh, sorry for my best friends from the year 2000-2005, I didn't have or I've lost our pictures. hmph too bad. SORRY. But life must go on.

SZERS.

haha, nak cerita apa pasal SZERS ni? Well.. all of us ... are SZERS always and forever. Let it be secret. ( eceh kononnya ) cerita cket2 sudaaah. hurm, budak2 szers ni, kan, mereka ni, kan, aiyo there is no appropriate word for them. alaa, Szers ni sbnrnya classmates since 2008 ( form 3 )

haha, nk list nama diorang ? tak payah la. tgk gmbr sudah. our activities ? so far it has been really fun. wait. org kuat szers ? mereka2 ni lee :

1. Amirul Nazmi b. Nazar




2. Nurhafizah bt Ibrahim




3. Afiq Hanafie b. Azlan




4. Puteri Hilma Nabilah bt Abdul Khofar




5. Nur Shahidah bt Zainudin

ada byk lagi sbnrnya.. including myself yg agak slalu organise reunion enn. haha, masuk bakul angkat sendiri. ok2 nvm. takpelaaa org taknak ingat kita enn. eceh, mengade pulak. nih nih, tgk gmbr time szers KECIK2 DULUUU , :D

owhhh kecik sungguh kita time ini. wahh comel comel and innocent jee. oh, as you all can see, the date is 5/11/2008 , which means, this FUTSAL SESSION was held a day after my birthday 4/11/2008. hehe, alang alang menyeluk pekasam, baik cerita enn ? I REMEMBER MY 15TH birthday celebration at KFC ( jee, haha, ngan kwn2 sudaaah) after BOWLING SESSION at PAS. oh, it was great. memorable. hah, ingat lg 4/11/2008 jugak our class TIME CAPSULE telah dibuat yg dikatakan akan dibuka beramai ramai pada REUNION SZERS 2020, hahaha ,

ni baru futsal. ohh rindunyaaaaaa. time tu tak busy enn, takpe takpe after SPM boleh aaa.

eh , SZERS ! korang jgn buat buat busy pulaa after SPM. aku cekik sorang sorang kang.

ni lagi satu aktiviti tahunan ;

KALUMPANG TRIP 2008 ; hihihihihihihih :D -------------------- alaaa, kat atas gmbr futsal.

oh oh, want more pics ? nahh. cukup cukup. I know all of you don't wanna hear more from me bout this whole szers thing :D