HEART YOU AVENGED SEVENFOLD

atas ---> KRABI phuket thailand. rindu ini tempat.

HEART YOU AVENGED SEVENFOLD YEAH.

AVENGED SEVENFOLD.

somehow the title reminds me of you. It's been a while since I have seen your face.

I never meant to say those things to you. I had to. I know that all stuff I said will change everything. But I'd know only this way will always keeps us together.

I NEVER WANNA LOSE A FRIEND YET A MAN WHO INSPIRES ME.

WHY EVERYTIME I see you I just had 'this feeling' ? Do you feel the same way ? Or am I.. never mind. Another life phase to go through. huh.

Words can't tell or express these. Some might say 'actions speak louder than words' yeah your actions..was that a clue? heh I am kinda lost. But that doesn't guarantee of what I've been looking for, the answer. That is just not enough.. or maybe.. Should I tell? Heck, No.

I just ... like you. I never have the answer for my question, why? The only thing that I know is.. I like you for who you are. (<>)

dey, TAKE IT EASY.

berdoa, tawakal, istikharah, berpegang pada agama, berpegang pada kitab suci, tabahkan hati, rasionalkan fikiran, jangan lari daripada matlamat,. Stay focus on your goals Salwa. You should not have to think or even question about this. Not now. Well, 10 years in time. I should have wait.

" Yet to achieve my goals, I need some inspiration.

YOU ARE MY INSPIRATION. So don't go too far away from me and you will never be too far from my mind -salwa- "

aku nak pergi KRABI hmm rindu sudah

TORNADO

WELL I'M NOT GOING TO explain ANYTHING related to the title ' TORNADO '.
it's my mood swing. TORNADO is the word to explain my mood swing.
5-2-2011. tornado tahap F5 kot.

I need my friends.
takpa2. sekejap jea tornado aku nie. sebentar lagi landing atas katil, peluk teddy, tidur. bangun tak hingat apa dah. yeah, cara aku nak cool down ---> TIDUR. sesetengah orang, makan. nope it's not me. aku tidur. ke tengok tv ke... masak kat dapur ke. oh yeah aku suka masak ;)
confirm hilang.

TETAPI, jangan cari pasal dalam masa2 macam nie, time aku tengah mood swing. aku nie jarang mood swing and jarang marah and jaraaaaaang merajuk. so, sekali mengamuk ke merajuk ke marah ke, takda harapan lah okay. tiada maaf bagimu. (okay, still boleh dipertimbangkan if orang tu and aku berubah sekali)

tadi wedding kakak Q , best. ambil gambar, yeahhh DSLR !! hehe puas dowh. thanks akak, kasi pada saya tolong ambil gambar guna camera akak walaupun saya and akak tak kenal pun. haha jangan risau gambar saya, sure do, good quality and perfect angles. hehehe perasan. (eh betul apa) . tunggu lah nanti aku dapat satu. habis semua aku snap.


woi woi, alang2 aku dah mood swing, nanti aku lepak teluk batik ah balik nanti. hmmm best ;)
woot woot :D
aku sebenarnya nak kutuk orang.... tapi disebabkan aku nie baik sangat, tak jadi lah. or sebab aku nie marah tahap tak hingat sampai tak jadi nak kutuk. hahaha i know... aku baik ( betul kan kan kan?? sekali sekala nak perasan takpa :] )

okay lah tak larat dah nak tornado nie. penat tahu tak. baik pergi masak, ada faedahnya and.... I can improve my cooking skills hehehe :)

buhbye ;)

MENANGIS TAK BERLAGU speechless

sob sob sob :'(


DILEMMA yang tak habis2. apasal lah masalah aku nie tak habis2 nie ha? ke.... aku nie tak reti selesaikan masalah? well aku tahu budak laki mesti cakap, ''alaaaa small matter jea laa, GET OVER IT.'' tapi bagi situation aku sekarang nie, aku dah lama dah buat tu. orang yang lagi satu jea tak. nie yang aku pening nie. kenapa lah tak cari lain? padahal aku dah bagi lesen suruh cari lain. boleh tak, buat jea? senang kan? wahai lelaki2 di luar sana... suka tak if your gf ke wife ke suruh cari perempuan lain? korang tak cari unless korang betul2 sayang and cinta lah kat perempuan tu. aku nie dah cukup baik dah. sabar tahap apa pun tak tahu. kalau aku nie overdose, haaaaaaaaaaa kena kutuk cukup2 laa mamat tuh. aku dah lama sangat tak 'meletup' nie.
tapi... kenapa aku tak rasa he's the one? my mr. right? dah bincang elok2 tapi, dia tak nak cari lain. and never will be. dah tu aku nak buat macam mana? settle cara baik pun tak settle2 lagi.

apa patut aku buat? :'(
masalah satu belum selesai datang lagi satu. yang masalah td datang tu beluuuum selesai lagi.. datang pulak lagi satu. nice.
dahlah aku nie kadang2 masalah ketidakstabilan hormon. tension tahap dewa sampai aku tergelak tahu tak?! pasrah kot. lantak lah dia tu. Maybe someday he will get what I mean and he will thank me for doing this to him.




SESIAPA NAK KELUAR DARIPADA MALAYSIA, maksud aku " HOLIDAY" .
BAWAKLAH AKU SEKALI. SERABUT DAH KEPALA NIE. :'(


semalam keluar dengan Nabihah, Sofea, Khairul, Hafez, Amir. tapi Amir tak join kitaorang tengok wayang citer Green Hornet 3D. best lah gak citer tu. hehe. mula2 nak tengok khurafat tapi nabihah and sofea taknak. so layan jea lah. kesian hafez dapat seat atas sikit daripada kitaorang. lepas dah habis tu, kitaorang pergi food court, makan2. aku makan soba, nabihah dengan cappucino dia tu. haha masing2 tak habis. banyak dowh dia letak.
-___- . kemudian, borak2. haha part paling best lah borak2. macam2 idea keluar. haha
okay actually borak pasal cerita aku. memang syok lah cakap dengan kawan2 idea merepek2 keluar. setelah 1 jam berborak, akhirnya keluar juga idea yang bernas. haha tak terfikir dowh!
simple and style. so aku akan guna idea bernas from.. Nabihah! first time wehh :D

ohh kelmarin main bowling with my cousins. best :) lama tak main sama2. okay aku tengah2. haha tak menang tak kalah . 2 tahun tak main so aku main macam tuuut sikit lah. tak strike pun. haih spare je. -_-

aaaaaaaa seriousshit aku tension. sebab tu merepek.
nak pergi laut :\
okay bye.



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