June 22, 2012

It is okay if .........

Don't Let Anyone Ever Make You Feel Like You Don't Deserve What You Want
 Don't listen to people that tell you, you can't have the one thing you desire just because you're weak in their eyes.


It’s okay if…you’re worried everyone knows more than you.
It’s okay if…you don’t have enough self-confidence.
It’s okay if…you’re secretly afraid that people will laugh at you.
It’s okay if…you question your own capabilities.
It’s okay if…you spent all weekend doing nothing but watching movies.
It’s okay if…you sometimes suck.
 It’s okay if…you haven’t reached your potential yet.
 It’s okay if…you sort of resent the people doing better than you.
It's okay if...they look down on you.
It's okay if...they make you feel like shit.
It's okay if...people don't find you pretty in the outside.
It's okay if...it didn't worked out.  
It's okay if...you never get what you want.

None of it matters.


and you are what you are.


they called on thursday regarding MET, i passed the test and the interview, and  i got in!!
 I can see my future now.
syukran :')

June 20, 2012


...........................hey I'm back!! I didn't have much time to write when I was in my matriculation programme in semester 2, I WAS quite busy. and it took nearly 2 months for me to write back after matrics ended( 2 months + 5 months in sem 2 matriculation= 7 months WITHOUT BLOGGING). clearly my brain isn't ready to think of any post with relevant topics so I'm just gonna warm up a bit for today. 
deheck  2 months? where was I??!!! bcoz I was studying...yeah studying during my hols for MET. so i was preparing! hihihi. It sucks when you have to study during holidays while  the others spend time with their friends and I'm with my books. total boredom

So.... MET? stands for Medical Entry Test 2012  The MET was held in MSU building 6th floor and the interview was in science building 11th floor, both on 14/6/2012. It was TOUGH. the only subject that I'm really confident at was biology (of coz, its my fav subject of all time! ). PHYSICS=the toughest, MATHS, everyone didn't have spare time T___T , CHEMISTRY ;50-50 . and the interview..... there are 4 interviewer(doctors) and 40 candidates(+me)...........and I've waited for almost 3 hours to go in.. so I guess I did a lot of mistakes during the interview. sob sob. I thought I'll get much likely the same questions as the others, so I was preparing the answer in my mind and ready to speak up,  but then , the doctor asked something DIFFERENT from what I thought he would ask **based on other candidates' interview ** . So my mind got confused and .................... there goes nervous breakdown!   ...I did my best but I think I screwed up a lot...50% correct 50% wrong answers...sobsob. WTH. and the result will be announced tomorrow.  T__T
 so after MET, here I am! back to blog! ....... me, at home spend a lot of time doing house chores and feed babies (my 15 y/o sis and 17 y/o bro which I call them babies).

at first i'm intended to write about my life in matriculation semester 2, yeah it was soooo fun that I spent 5 months (more or less) so fast. well, semester 2 is a LOT better than semester 1 (which I'll explain about it later , gotta recall all events first). 

-salwa :)