March 10, 2011

this is what I call 'SOULMATE'

A MESSAGE FOR MY MR. RIGHT

A LETTER FROM ME TO YOU
B-)

IT IS just you, you that I need.
I realize now, after awhile long waiting, You are my guy, the one.
Yes I admit that at first, I am pretending, denying always. It is not my ego anyway, its just that I'm afraid I was wrong, wrong choosing will certainly hurt me. Maybe it is right about ''action speaks louder than words'' but I was scared, If I tell you, do you feel the same way as I am now? I choose comfort and not risk. I don't wanna go out from my comfort zone. You get what I mean? penakut kan? heh. I am protecting myself, I think it is okay not to tell you, I will be waiting. Hmmm or just let you go. But so far until right this moment, I can't get you out of my mind and I HATE IT. I hate it when I know how much I miss you but still denying, and yet hate it for how I want to let you go sooooo bad and only then I can move on. :\

but never mind.. we'll see what I can do after this. But obviously I do really hope that you will read this. Because I can't tell you face to face, eye to eye. I didn't expect anything from you, just be who you are. Never change, please. please. please. I like everything about you. Take care of yourself , and that will make me happy.. oh why~ I can never stop missing you..gaaaah -,-

much love from me,
salwa

to: mr. _____

to be continued :)

p/s: sorry tiba tiba jiwang. haha PMS kot? :D

D-DAY: TWENTY THIRD OF MARCH TWENTY ELEVEN

dudes and babes, 23rd of march is d-day. I counted 12 days left. Get ready for our results. I am pretty sure that all of us were waiting for so long. hmmmmm don't forget to bring lots of tissues or at least you are already had this on your mind, whoever's shoulder to cry on. Whatever it is, always bare in mind that you are already did your 1000% best, you'd already put your best effort for SPM. Just pray and hoping, and don't think too much. It's not the end of the world anyway. You know, after the result, it's just that our new life begins. And yes, we still have 11 days to enjoy. A day before the results, only then we should get worried. Not now. heee :)
It's not that I'm pretending not to get worried now, but let bygones be bygones, we did our best.
So, let us chill out.
and start thinking what could be better, because that's just the way we roll.

B-)